the world of tab.

farewell for now.

2010-06-25T10:10:00.001+08:00

yay. greetings.

my tagboard has been removed :P

and also, tash is coming tomorrow! (: i'm super inactive here. see you over at twitter! (:

alternatively, i might be back when i feel like it! (:

xoxo

back from forever

2010-03-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

OKAY! HAHA! back after eons :P

so i haven't blogged since forever and so i'm here to say merry christmas 09 and happy new year 2010 and happy chinese new year, xing nian kuai le too! :P HAHAHA!

anws, life has been super busy and good (: i'm halfway thru my hols and fyp has definitely started. (: so far, quite good (:

so... i think everyone probably thinks my blog is dead. HAHA. but guess what, it's half dead but after this post, its alive again! WOOHOO!!! (:

shawn is in india, cerise is back from china! (: yay, see how time flies and in less than a month, my dear friend, shawn will be back like men in black! YEAH BABEH.

today was really productive and good (: bodyshop had warehouse sale today! (: evie, cerise and i went and i bought $60 worth of products! (: SUPERSUPER HAPPY (: can't stop raving about it and i feel soooooooo accomplished! (: WHEEE! (:

so i still wanna go shopping and i still haven't lost any weight since i said i wanted to cos i eat faster than i lose so boo to that. zg is now traveling up to ipoh with the adult worship team for ministry sessions and all and will only be back monday.

i need to start running to lose my calories. play more badminton. swim to build some more stamina and eat sparingly. HAHAHA.

so i loved my day veryvery much and so have a good week (: i may or may not be back soon (: i'll see! (:

faithful readers and checkers of my blog, you have been appreciated and i love your presence (:

xoxo

i want my playtime please ):

2009-10-27T18:09:00.007+08:00

hello world (:

i haven't been here in a while AGAIN. i'm so sorry but i've been busy and when i wanna update, i'm REALLY tired. So i guess that explains my absence well enough. heh.

so i've been reallyreally busy and tired and just in case you know me, and you know i owe you a date, I HAVEN'T FORGOTTON! i'm really trying to find time to go on a date with you! i promise i'll date you before may 2010. (: i'm trying to make dates with you people before the end of the year actually. but time's really tight. at most, i'll do it during the next school hols (:

cerise has been away for 2months or so now... and i really miss her ): i miss hearing her crazy laughter and cerise just being cerise. heh.

i miss just going out with my lil friends, hanging out and talking crazy the whole time. pigging out and taking manymany photos! ):

i will survive my life!

for now, i'm going to go learn some songs for an acoustic performance in school that's coming up soon! (: pretty excited! it's like eggciting nomnoms! (: so, i shall leave you with this (:

I MISS YOU ALL MY LIL FRIENDS!! ):

xoxo

photos as promised (:

2009-08-16T19:40:00.013+08:00

so i promised to post up the other photos which i didn't managed to the last time. (:

two more extra photos from chilis! (:

and so, three weeks ago, i went swimming with my mom at the relatively new sports complex located at anchorvale. these are just some shots of the new swimming pool and facilities they offer. i was pretty amused and a wee bit surprised that it looked SO much like wildwildwet kinda concept. i don't really know how exactly wild wild wet's like since i've never there either. heh. be amazed! HAHA.

the training indoor pool. QUITE indoor la huh. (:
slides!!! so sad i didn't get to go on them cos i was too paiseh even though there weren't many people.
so you can see the normal olympic sized pool in the background.
the training indoor pool mentioned earlier. but the depth here is only 1.2m.
and so then that very same day after we went swimming in the morning, my mom had to rush to work. so i was tasked to cook dinner for the family! teehee (: so yes, welcome to tab's cooking class. (:

rice fresh from the bag of rice.
water to steam! (:
dried shrimps soaked in water for later use (:
cloves of garlic.
other ingredients used for the rest of the other dishes (:

check out the price for the silver fish! so lil and so expensive! my gosh. but at least they tasted good (besides the fact that the chef is known to be an excellent cook -wink-)
yes, pork.
what can we do with three eggs?
let dead silver fish feed on them! nom nom nom nom nom.
long beans!
getting ready to mash up the already dead dried shrimps!
MUAHAHA! -evil laughter- so this is the result of double dead shrimps!
murderer!! the pounder!
cabbage!
the steamed rice! (: success no.1! (:
so this was what happened to the egg! (: turned into silver fish omelette! (:
no.2 success! (: it was yummy! (:

pounded garlic!
so was the end result of the beans! (:
no.3 success! (:
now the meat!
oh, this is success no.4! the fried cabbage!
this is success no. 5! this was what happened to the pork (: sambal babi! (:

just that it was a tad bit too oily:P HAHAHA! actually, VERY oily but it was sooooo shiok (:

so the feast i prepared. okay, on the far left is yong tau foo that was just bought and heated up. so yeah. (:
my rice! (: HAHA.

so we shall take a break from all the eating. just one week ago, we had DOHP (Day of His Power) at the Singapore Indoor Stadium and was part of the choir.
the band.
the view before the event started from the risers on stage.

evie and myself while waiting for the event to start. :P

the saturday that followed... shawn and sy with their "prune" faces. haha! i can't do it still and shawn is just being the typical walrus that he is.

and this is profile view of goh zhong guo :P teehee (: if you'd realise, his photos that are posted are always profile views. haha!

anws, i still have one last batch of photos to upload but i've been at this for many hours now. no thanks to my cranky slow lappy. its been really ACTING up lately ever since i installed some silly anti virus thing recommended by the school. bahh. boo to that big time! nasty lil thing.

so i shall be back soon to post the last batch of photos! (: back to school tomorrow for another one more week and it spells FREEEEEEDOM!!!!!!!!! for five weeks only though. HAHA!

have a great week! (:

much love (:

the drive is back! (:

2009-08-12T15:00:00.017+08:00

surprise surprise! so it has been 2 months and 2 days since i last talked here. HAHA.

i promise a nice post (: but it's gonna be photo loaded. teehee :P

in the past two months and two days...

this is my mom and my nephew, nicholas. nicholas has now returned to either UK or the States. (: he is a very cute and playful boy. HAHA.

and this is a dead bird i saw outside the bus stop at heeren. HAHA. gross.

and then there was this one day i decided to skip chemistry module class cos yes, self explanatory. if you didn't understand it, then neither will i cos i didn't. HAHA.

this is my saliva that was needed in one of the biochemistry lab sessions. HAHA!

and more lab stuff...

and the days i will pig out SO much. i'm SO sure i pigged out so much in the last 2months and 2 days!

and then there's everyone's favourite friend, SHAWN WONG!

and when we had too many girls at chilis at tanglin mall which had good food! (:

the best mushroom swiss burger in singapore. HAHA!

there was cheese sticks on the platter with buffalo wings and i can't remember the other one but the sauces were good (:

mash potatoes that were tasty!

this was chocolate lava cake with ice cream. its like the shiok-est thing on planet earth!

apple crumble thingo. a lil too sweet.

following photos were during beginning of july (: i went with zhong guo and his friends to celebrate kel's birthday at this chinese restaurant which emphasized on serving food with style. it was a 7 course dinner at paradiz centre (:

no1. appetizer. some baked thing to go along with toasted bread. was not bad (:

some icy watermelon with a sour tinge as some form of appetizer before you consume the mains.
no2. smoked salmon salad (:

no3. some specialty of the restaurant. mushroom dish. not too bad either.

no4. apple rose tea (: the serving was really cute. they were like super small pots and tea cups. (:

no5. my mushroom soup (:
no6. my main course: unagi risotto. i didn't realise it was just RICE and not like the usual impression i have of "risotto-s".
no7. dessert. creme brulee. (:

really, the photos don't really do much justice. but the presentation of food was pretty interesting (:

so then also in the last 2 months and 2 days, my cell had a cell outing at the botanical gardens, cluny park. i fed birds with the bread we were supposed to consume(i didn't know till after i asked qien who probably fed A LOT to the other birds :P ) so it was fun and i fed the ducks in the pond. HAHA!

i thought this was really good and worth some chingchings(money). (: this was ice mango (: from this dessert shop located basement of heeren. the shop's called "dessert story" or something like that (:

chocolate with nata de coco! (:
mango dessert from ice monster at plaza sing.

me with zg's new bag that his bro got him for his birthday (: i think i look nicer with it :P

this is my school's BEST nasi padang stall! shiok to the max!

jess at hawker (:
roy at hawker (:
vanny at hawker (:

so there's more food photos coming soon. HAHA. i've been at this for 2 hours now. i shall give myself a break and will be back to post more later (:

xoxo

COME ALIVE!

2009-06-10T18:16:00.017+08:00

hello world! (:

so after SO many people have told me how dead my blog is and the many moments of procrastination, alas! this will be a good long post to make up for the many unwritten days. (:

so this is gonna be a page filled with TOO many photos! (:

first up, pinic at botanical gardens on labour day with the bestest people in maaa life (:

my plate filled with salad and the supersuper shiok wafu sauce!! (: and chicken and tass's supersuper power potato salad! (: (oh, and my cocktail sausages. hehe.)

gab! who finally ORD-ed since last friday! (:

cheryelt!

walrus man!

ceriseteanshijie! (:

so then after stuffing ourselves, we decided to walk away from our picnic spot and guess what, we saw this fish in the "pond" and it was floating also means that this is a photo of a dead fish. here comes dee most exciting part.
what you see above, are turtles FEEDING on their friend, the dead fish. sick or what.

anyways, moving on. this was just a shot i took in the lab during one of the lab sessions in my "anatomy and physiology" module a few weeks back.

we were supposed to be examining the muscle tissues in a chicken or something like that. but the instruments they gave us was so lousy and blunt and the chicken wing was like frozen. so smart huh.

in other more appetizing news, yes, i have indeed been eating A LOT and not exercising! hahaha!
so anyways, my cousin, timothy brought my sister and myself and his younger bro(jeremy) to this korean restaurant in like an early celebration cum i-want-to-treat-yall dinner. it was SO good.

happy becca!
tim, the very nice cousin (:
i was really fascinated by the exhaust pipe thing hanging off the ceiling! (:

these were only the SIDE dishes. we haven't even started on the mains. by the time i looked at these, i was full already.
pork belly on the BBQ. the staff there will do the BBQ. you just sit and watch and wait to be served. haha. best part, you won't even smell of anything (:

dip the pork belly into two different sauces then wrap it in the veggie and stuff it down your oesophagus. HAHA.

some US beef thingo. i forgot whats it called. but it was super shiok(:

chicken ginseng with glutinous rice
some rice that came with this tofu dish which i didn't take. haha. becca commented the rice looked so "da chang jing"
this is the REAL bean paste noodle made by the korean chef. it was half eaten already cos becca couldn't wait to eat. anyways, the noodle tasted so much like spaghetti. heh.

so that's the end of another makan session.
i had another makan session with bryan ang. we wanted to go kuishin bo(ksb) but cos HE woke up late so we ended up at some jap sushi place at cineleisure cos we both really really really wanted salmon sashimi. HAHA.

and we ate SO much sashimi that we needed so many pieces and servings of this super super super shiok and cold and juicy and sweet watermelons to help us digest so that we could finish the many servings of sashimi. HAHA!

and although bryan ang laughed at me for getting one serving of this cheapo ice cream, but it was shiok still! and moreover, we could have like unlimited amount of the watermelon and ice cream!

so that's the end of ANOTHER makan spree.

heh. my family and i had dinner just last sunday at this restaurant called "big eater". my mom just wanted to let us try some of their signature dishes. (eg. crystal horfun) heh. portions were pretty small and the food there is quite pricey. quality was so-so. but if don't try, we'll never actually know(: so anyways, i've a few gross photos. but yeah. (: too bad (:

my mom
my younger bro, brian on the far right
becca, the older sister
these are called crispy rolls. this was considered nice (appetizer by the way). basically the filling inside is just prawns.
asparagus with fresh scallops.

so this is crystal horfun which my mom describes as "transparent horfun" :P
this is a bad bad photo of the hokkien mee which was so-so. the noodle texture was like super soft udon. heh.
chicken with chinese wine and some special sauce which was deee MOST pathetic thing we've ever seen. the portion was really BAD.

okay, last eating stop since the last blog post :P
alena and i signed up for CE trip at "marina barrage" only to find out when we all got there that it was under maintanence. how careless of CCC! boo. and the weather that day was SOOOOOO hot. after touring places at marina barrage OUTSIDE the galleries, UNDER THE SCORCHING SUN (i kept shouting "omgosh. heat stroke heat stroke!" alena almost died hearing my pathetic whines :P but it kept her entertained :P i love you alena! :P )

so anyways, we were only allowed into the cafe cos we had nothing else to do and had to wait for the bus to come. so we decided to be nice people and sponsor the cafe.

this LOUSY SWEET DRINK cost me $6.10!!! i felt SO cheated cos no.1, its not nice. its called "fresh burst" or something like that. anyways, its mix was apple, calamansi and plum. NOT one bit refreshing and to claim that it was their "best seller". bluff!
these wings are called "honey wings" which has a cheapo story behind it! its from the honey glazed CP wings and 8 wings cost us $7. when we both went to carrefour later on that day, one packet of those that had about 10-12wings cost only $5.60!!! SO CHEAT MONEY! BOO!
this was alena's float. it was the cheapest as compared to my lousy-cheat-people-money-sweet drink and the wings. this float cost $4.10.
alena! (: this was obviously before we tried the wings or the drinks thats why she looked so happy. HAHA! (:

so as i mentioned before, alena and i went elsewhere after the carelessly organized CE trip. hehe. we took a bus down to town cos i had to run errands. so we hopped onto this bus and we were quite "suaku" so to speak :P but its SO cool cos we've both never seen such an arrangement of the backseat in the bus before :P

so there! this has been what's been up in my life for the past one month plus (: teehee. :D look at how much weight i've gained in the photo of me on the bus. heh. okay. (: i've been at this post forever. and i mean FOREVER. i hope i'll be updating soon enough! (:

love me, love you and Jesus loves you too! (:

xoxo

after one week...

2009-05-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

okay, my tagboard doesn't let me post cos it says i'm banned!?!?!?

like what did I do that i got banned by MY OWN tagboard?! how ridiculous.

anyways, back to school tomorrow. yay, to the lab! :D

xoxo

today is sunday!

2009-04-26T20:34:00.003+08:00

greetings! (:

in case if you're reading and wondering, well, i'm good now after my previous post. (:

i'm so grateful for the friends God has placed in my life (: i'm so grateful to have known Jesus and to be brought up in such an environment. (:

so, anyway, class has been good so far (: i really don't quite like changing classes every other sem. but oh well, i guess this is where we're being trained to adapt into different environments because in the future, i'm sure it'll be a lot more difficult. (or easier thanks to rp's system). heh.

i dropped my c902 twice this week and i'm so depressed about the scratches on my phone ): i need a cover seriously! ): its barely 3 weeks and i've dropped it TWICE already! wtheck, tab you suck. bahh.

in other news, this week is gonna be a 3-day week for me! (: yay (: friday's a public holiday and my off day's on wednesday! (: i'll probably end up studying/doing some research in the library before the wedding practice at trcc in the evening (yeah, so much for off day) but i won't complain much cos at least it's in the evening and not at an unearthly hour in the morning and obviously, i really would not like to ruin peoples' weddings!

before i bore everyone out, i've finally random photos of the past few weeks to post! (: so happy viewing! (:

fish and chips at fisherman's wharf two weeks back for saturday's dinner.

fooling around with la's specs in church just last night.
stage that i had to perform on for fop at the school's lawn two fridays ago.
watching shrek the third on my nano while waiting for soundcheck to start two thursdays ago.
waiting for 161 at woodlands interchange last week. teehee.

time to go off and settle into bed cos it's BACK TO SCHOOL mingtian. (:
xoxo

so faith steps in...

2009-04-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

i'm scared.

God, please see me through this.

much love.

school starts mingtian!

2009-04-19T14:25:00.003+08:00

hello year two! (:

like, finally! (:

school starts at 915am tomorrow.
which means, i've to be up at 7am plus. bummer. BIG bummer.

and why is my class so darn far away from the entrance. ): i miss w1 ): i'm at w5 now. great.

xoxo

just you, me and the special one.

2009-03-27T13:53:00.001+08:00

i want some peace and quiet.

monday, oh monday, would you come soon?

xoxo

so my week has been...

2009-03-21T00:10:00.008+08:00

FUN (:

and also...

I'VE BEEN SPENDING TOOOOOOOO MUCH AND I MEAN WAY TOOOOO MUCH THIS WEEK.

it's like tab loves to go on sudden splurgy mode (if you get what i mean). heh.

tuesday:
- impulsive lunch buffet at hotel rendezvous with bryan ang.
- dinner at soup spoon with evie (which ended up with just evie eating only cos i was STILL FULL-more like pregnant from the lunch buffet).
- meant to drop by till 830pm for amphora's prac in church but ended up staying till the end (long story).

wednesday:
- ate mcspicy set meal with upsized milo from macs for brunch.
- met joyC after quite a long wait (cos she only woke up at 1230pm when we were supposed to be meeting then) to go ECP to cycle! (:

by the way, we cycled about 16km that day. we went past ECP and part of changi. or rather, in the process of going towards changi (: but we saw planes take off!! SO COOOL AND PRETTY! (: I LIKE! (: and we pigged out after exercising SO much that day. i am determined to cycle all the way to changi and back to ECP before my hols end!

thursday:
- had band prac in school IN THE EARLY AFTERNOON! (not normal timings for me okay!)
- went to meet kel and maralyn and later the boy for dinner buffet at hotpot culture(AGAIN) and we watched "DETRIOT METAL CITY" afterward! (:

it wasn't super fantastic but it was pretty funny. HAHA! i like jap movies and dramas (:

friday:
- supposed to meet jonlim but cancelled cos of some circumstances.
- ended up meeting my dearest evie and cerise as well as gab for a bit in town! (:
- dinner at hawker with laladeedaadoo (:
- JPI segment gathering in church (was pretty fun! (: )

saturday:
tomorrow i am gonna sleep in and eat until i'm happy before i head off to church for psp and service! (:

i am pooped for the night. i feel like exercising and working out more and i wanna go for a concert soon! ): it's been AT LEAST A YEAR since i last attended a proper concert. i need a good night of good music! ): but i'm SO broke. boo. i really need more clothes/shoes/rubberbands for my hair-i'm starting to lose them slowly ):

i'll be eating more next week. i should get more photos! HAHA! anyways, photos from joyC's camera for some cycling proof :P

so, this long post should make up for a lot of irregular ones :P HAHA!
its late now, hear the owls hoot. (:
i'm off (:

much love(:

you are loved (:

2009-03-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

today was good (:

time well spent with food, people i love so very much and traveling in comfort (:

i love mondays for now (:

xoxo

the lil things that we seldom reflect upon (:

2009-02-27T12:56:00.004+08:00

so i'm back again (:

march is gonna be more interesting and fun because of company (:

i really love my friends THIS MUCH. (:
(i mean, you guys definitely aren't worth just these 8 letters. HAHA)

anyways,

i am grateful for the people that have been in my life for a very long while now(you know who you are) and looking back and thinking about my past years, i would say that my life has been amazing (:

i thank God for that, really (:
and i thank God for bringing each and everyone of you into my life (:
thank you for being my friend, friends (:

much love (:

PIG OUT SESSION!!!

2009-02-16T13:30:00.002+08:00

I WANNA GO KUISHIN BO!!!!!!!!!!!

*hinthint* -shouts-

EVIE LEONG + CERISE TEAN + CHERYL TAN!

i want the next girls' night out to be there! HAHA!

*hinthint* START SAVING!! (:

lovelove! (:

calling all available earthlings!

2009-02-15T16:25:00.002+08:00

SOMEONE!

DATE ME THIS WEEK PLEASE! ):

I'VE REACHED A STAGE WHERE I AM SO DESPERATE FOR A DATE JUST SO I DON'T DIE STAYING HOME STARING AT SCREENS AND SPOILING MY EYESIGHT.

(yes, in case you all haven't realised, i'm going crazy and no one would want to employ a 1-month part-timer.)

AND BESIDES, I NEED TO BUY SHOES AND JEANS SOON!

SOMEONE PLEASE DATE ME BEFORE FRIDAY! (:

OTHERWISE I THINK WE CAN ALL PREPARE FOR MY FUNERAL. (:

YOU KNOW THE NUMBER AND WAYS TO CONTACT ME! (:

MUCH LOVE! (:

happy hearts day! (:

2009-02-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

happy heart shape day to everyone! (:

LOVE IS IN THE AIR! (:

the greatest love, the Father's love! (:

will be in church the whole day! (:

that's how my vday is going to be! (: (and i'm really happy about it!)

much love! (:

playtime in the morning! (:

2009-02-09T12:32:00.002+08:00

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Erase my answers, enter yours, and send it on to 10 people (including the one who sent this to you). Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names, things... nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

i can't remember if i got tagged but i just felt so tempted to play so there! (:

1. What is your name: Tabitha

2. A 4-letter word: talk

3. A boy's name: tom

4. A girl's name: tiffany

5. An occupation: teacher

6. A color: turquoise

7. Something you wear: tee-shirts

8. A beverage: tea

9. A food: toast

10. Something found in the bathroom: toilet paper

11. A place: timbre

12. A reason for being late: taking too long to bathe/dress up/etc

13. Something you shout: thank you? HAHA!

much love! (:

playtime in the morning! (:

2009-02-09T12:32:00.001+08:00

2009-02-03T19:17:00.002+08:00

so i just had my 19th 3 days ago? (30th jan)

first of all, thank you to all who wished me both on my wall on facebook and flooding my inbox (: HAHA! i can't name you all this year cos i clever-ly accidentally deleted my inbox. :X

but THANK YOU ALL FOR THE WELL WISHES! (:

my dear girls deserve the most credit (:

cerise/cheryl/evie/tass (:

photos will be up soon (:

right now, i'm really happy and enjoying my year break very much (:

but wisdom extraction's coming soon! ): monday(9th feb). i hope i don't die from anything then. ):

for now, be blessed and happy mandarin orange and ang pow day! (:

xoxo

take a deep breath, look around and free your mind

2009-01-23T23:54:00.002+08:00

this is when creativity comes like a rushing wind.

i wanna be free to dream. free to do what i've always longed to do.

is it wrong to want my own and perhaps, my last playtime?

freedom of expression, i seek.

xoxo
tab (:

farewell year one (:

2009-01-17T12:38:00.003+08:00

oh yes, i'm back. (:

year break's in a week's time! (: WOOO!! (:

have so many things to do during the year break (26th jan-20th april)

1. catching up a whole bunch of people
2. wisdom teeth extraction ): TOTALLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT PLEASE.
3. thinking of PP scope and PP related stuff.
4. cooking with great company! (:
5. find a job which i would enjoy doing and pay is good (:
6. maybe work on my piano. i'm reconsidering taking my grade 8 again. otherwise, it'll be so wasted. but i will need to get my fingers working again cos i haven't worked them out for awhile so i can't even play a scale properly. boo.

so i'll be back soon i hope.
for now, i'm choosing lunch over blogging. HAHA! (:

much love (:

and i am back! (:

2009-01-07T17:44:00.007+08:00

first of all....

HAPPY LATE 2009 NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! (:

apologies for my absence. well, wasn't entirely my fault cos when i was in yallingup i just couldn't get connected to blogger and believe it or not, i've been up and running every single day and night since my arrival back home on 2nd jan 2009.

many things to update.

1. my SE W910i 'pretty new' mobile got stolen on the plane back home ): long story.
2. i miss chinese food! HAHA! i have been pigging out since i got back.
3. i wanna exercise soon! feel so fat!
4. if you'd notice, a lot of things on my wishlist has been struck off. (: yay! (:
5. i have tons and tons of photos on facebook, so get a facebook if you don't have to go view them! (:
6. my communications ut3 results!! (: i got a B+! (15 out of 23)
7. i had Bs for ut2/3 for science module! (:
8. i lost the many things i was supposed to update so i'll have to stop here now. HAHA!

i hope everyone had a good 2008 christmas and new year! (: CNY's coming!! (: $$$$$$ HAHAHA!

so i'll be nice and leave a couple of photos from my trip here including tass's birthday lunch held at relish on 4th jan 09 (:

the other thousand over photos can be found on facebook! (:
i've been here too long. HAHA!
be blessed and Jesus loves you! (:

much love! (:

hello from perth

2008-12-21T21:20:00.002+08:00

so yes, i'm in perth for a week now.

AND IT DOESN'T FEEL ANYTHING LIKE SUMMER!

in fact, it feels like winter! i'm all wrapped up now and just waiting for my medicine to sink into me. (:

all's good and well in perth and i've been eating a lot. i've tons of photos on facebook so go get them there and i've met so many people. (: the culture here indeed is very different (: still good! (:

i'm a wee bit homesick. miss my babes and dudes so much already! (:

anyways, i'm off for now (:

love me,miss me,
love you (:

zoom zoom zoom!! (:

2008-12-15T10:45:00.002+08:00

a few hours till i'm on the plane to fly!! (: WOOO!!!

david bey and ling ying's wedding dinner was so good! (: company and food and the bride looked really really stunning in her evening gown. i really liked her gown a lot! (:

photos will be up on facebook soon! (:

for now, i'm off to pack some last minute stuff! (: stay tuned!-hopefully i stay tuned myself. HAHA

will miss my babes (: AND dudes. (:

love and see you soon! (:
-that is either during the trip or 02jan09! (:

Jesus loves you and me! (:

!!!! (:

2008-12-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

3 MORE DAYS!

(:

xoxo

7 days before i fly (:

2008-12-08T21:04:00.003+08:00

and boy am i super excited! (:

weather's freezing me up. but that's a good thing cos i've been complaining about the humidity here in the past two weeks or so-which made my skin SO bad! ): but now it's better (: so yay (:

and i'll be experiencing summer when i'm over in perth so yay to that too! (:

so my family went for a photo shoot today and they're up on facebook. the make up made me look super jap which was kinda unusual in a weird way- if you get the drift. HAHA.

went on major shopping spree yesterday with the parents to get stuff for perth and all. spent a bomb!

have lots of packing and clearing up to do this week and meeting cerise, the babe on thursday for dinner. (:

oh, as to chloe's party. it was good though i didn't stay for long cos was feeling unwell still but photos are on facebook as well. (:

i need to mug a bit for mingtian morning's ut. have a good week(: i MIGHT update in perth (:

in the last bit of news, i got 3As for week 12 so far! (: YAY (:

Jesus loves you and me (:
xoxo

for the first time...

2008-12-01T00:12:00.003+08:00

i won't be experiencing monday blues! (:

yes! (: why? because i'll be having dental review later today when i have awaken. (: thereafter, i'll be with my very very dear evie shopping!!! (: i hope i'll get photos (: i must say it has been a long time and i mean an awesomely looooooooooooonggggggggggg time since i have the opportunity to just shop + talk + play + spending time + whatever with evie (: under no pressure whatsoever (:

i foresee my day to be a happy one before i get back to school on tuesday.

anyways, my first week of december will be a busy one. (: a good busy one. here's the rough outline (:
monday-evie and the shops and a visit to cerise love as well (: - sorry babe, you need to study! (:

tuesday-ce talk and test in the morning

wednesday-bible study with a special facilitator (i wonder who really) after school

thursday-band practice after school friday-chloe's party at fairmont till late (:

saturday-church from early afternoon till late

sunday-packing my room+last minute shopping for stay in perth (:

and so... its another 15days to PERTH AND TASH!!! (: I can't possibly express my feelings of how excited i am! i'm TOTALLY and DEFINITELY, A 100307498239473% LOOKING FORWARD TO SPENDING 19DAYS DOWN UNDER! (: WOOO!!!! (:

i promise photos for perth and i'll probably get connection when i'm over (:

for those who are still lost like the don't know many seasons of the tv series 'lost' (i wonder when they'll ever be found... or maybe they have been? don't know, haven't followed a single episode since the first season)....

i'll be spending both my christmas and new year in perth (: i decided to be a lil different and make my life a lil more meaningful and happening this time round (:

i'm just a lil sad that i won't be able to celebrate the actual birthdays for my dearest evie/cerise and also mommy! ): this year's christmas and the new year will be slightly different because i won't be spending it with the usual but at least i'll be spending it with people i love still (:

okay, it's like 1225am and the medicine's effect is seeping into my head. i'm off to bed (:

with much love (:

backaroos (:

2008-11-18T14:45:00.011+08:00

so i'm back after a while. (:

yes. it has indeed been awhile since i last wrote. i've a couple of photos to post and a couple of stories to tell.

first of all... (yes, dee most exciting piece of news!)

I AM FLYING OFF IN LESS THAN A MONTH'S TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! (:

second of all...

i am starting 'mysoju' marathon sooon. (: actually, i watched a quarter of forensic heroes2 during my break earlier :P

last of all...

evie/cerise/me finally, yes, FINALLY HUNG OUT! (: and so, the photos! (:

much love (:

happy lighting day (:

2008-10-27T16:05:00.002+08:00

happy light tingting day (:

so i love the weather cos its cooling (: actually, it's gonna just rain soon (:

but i do have the intention to run tonight. i know, i've been at it for the past 2weeks since my last run but its not MY fault that it always rains when i wanna run. heh.

anyways, so i'm on one-week term break and i've a list to do. i hope i can accomplish all that i need/have to otherwise i won't have that much time when the next hols (which are in dec) come.

i need money! ): God, i SO need money and time! ):

in other news,
i'm happy that i'm starting to get As for my daily grades! (: YES! (: THANK YOU JESUS FOR HEARING MY CRIES! (:

i can't wait to save up and get my car licence! i need to drive to school cos the public bus is not being very friendly.

i feel age is catching up on me cos i've been getting tired easily and that's not good cos i still haven't had my share of fun.

i miss hanging out with my dear ones and exams, hurry go away so i can start going out with my beloved. (:

i've so many things i wanna do and hope i can do it soon (:

love you, love Jesus, love me (:
have a good week ahead (:

this is what i do in class...

2008-10-15T15:55:00.005+08:00

and so i've decided to blog because i'm really really bored in class. yes. it's computing now and i'm not even listening. i don't feel SO bad cos i know a few of the rest in class aren't listening at all. HAHA!

anyways, time to start my engine rolling. work is piling up. my definition of work is... work that is anything outside school (: HAHA!

yes. tvc has to do this xmas concert thing in about 5weeks and i haven't really done my homework which is to learn the scores and memorise them. hurhur. also, in other news, i need to start getting organised with my sets for ICB and start jamming AND doing more memory work. best part is, i need to go learn new songs. tons of them. heh. oh tab, so great. (as in this is just great, not that I AM great. cos God is great (: )

i think i'm really daring cos my faci who is angmoh from uk and is SO SMART, is just sitting right in front of me and i'm openly using my laptop infront of him. hahah. imagine that. okay, not really proud of it but really, today's symbol topic is really brain-wrenching. yes.

moving onto happy news (:

i can't wait for PERTH! (: i SO NEED TO FLY SOON! (: so excited to meet tash and co! (:

AND

chloe's coming back soon and so's rah and we're all gonna be partying! (: yes! at a very nice hotel! how about that! SO looking forward to it! (: okay, call me mountain tortoise but how can fairmont hotel not be all 'WOW-ed'.

AND

i can't wait to see evie my love later on for dinner! (: yes, dinner during a weeknight is good (: plus, soak and seek! (: yay! (: awesome lineup for tonight! (:

AND

presenting over-dued photos from ahwong's first bookout!(:

last but not least, before i go back to surfing foodblogs,

HAPPY 18TH EILEENCHIA!! (: ALL THE BEST FOR As AND HOPE YOU'LL HAVE A GREAT DAY TODAY! (:

xoxo tab (:

today being a public holiday...

2008-10-01T12:41:00.005+08:00

i'm here to keep this thing alive as much as possible. HAHA.

thank God for public holidays! (:

i'm gonna study for my UT before i head out to hang (:
and its the beginning of october! (: WOO!! (: two more months and hello tash and perth! (: AND YALLINGUP. HAHA. can't wait can't wait! (:

so, i've been busy and all. as usual. but i'm liking it, so i'm not gonna complain much.

anyways, recent happenings:

1. F1 race (:
2. FINALLY started to watch my gossipgirl and i'm really slow.
3. catching up/socialising (:
4. rehearsals.
5. pigging out TOO much.
6. shawn wong's first bookout!! (:
7. watching movies on my lappy (: loads to clear.

photos!

girls night out at pralet cafe! (:

evie and i on the 42nd floor of OUB building on 2nd night of F1! (:

the circuit.

at gelare on shawn's first bookout outing! (:

the other couple (:

evie concluded that we were too hot that we went up in flames. HAHA!

more to come! (:
off to study after a really really long time. HAHA.
much love (:

best weekend ever! (:

2008-09-16T21:57:00.003+08:00

first of all...

advance!

yes, band advance was AWESOME!

God is SO AMAZING! (:
so although the weekend was really long and tiring but everyday was just so exciting and i can never ever wait to see what God has planned for each one of us everytime! (:

the painting i did blindfolded was beautiful and 'messy' in a good way! (:
the drawing i did for treasure hunt was just amazing! (:
the painting i did for joline was simply beautiful! (:
the drawing i asked from Daddy to show me my destiny was amazing! (:

there is just so much more to expect and i'm really excited to walk and run this journey with Daddy God! (: to see what He has planned and all that He is to do in not just my life but everyone else's lives and to witness miracles and supernatural things that He will do in time to come! (: i'm SO excited and no words can express how i feel! the only thing that i can do is to continue praising Him and to hunger for more of Him! (: TO GOD BE THE GLORY GREAT THINGS HE HAS DONE!(and will continue to do!) AMEN! (:

so moving on,
school has been pretty boring and i need to get more fun and flexible facilitators! their grading is just crazy and sometimes i find it ridiculous. i'm just looking forward to dec!!! and to the end of year one. haha. i need to do lab stuff!!!! something more interesting please and thank you! (:

i have been catching up on my sleep in the last one day and its been wonderful although i still don't get enough cos i was STILL late for school today cos i simply couldn't wake up even though i slept more than usual the yesterday.

in other news,
i miss hanging with my babes ): and i will need to try to find time and hang out during the hols. i am SO looking forward to the end of the month cos i've 2-day break! (: HAHAHA!

hang in there tab and all those other who are preparing for your exams! (:

love and i need my ixus seriously. haha.

Be really blessed because Jesus loves you! (:

as time flies...

2008-09-09T21:11:00.002+08:00

so its mid week already! (: time flies doesn't it? and i'm SO enjoying it (: FOR NOW that is. HAHA!

i can't wait for...

1. DEC!!! HELLO PERTH AND TASH! (: oh goodness me, i'm SO SUPER excited to fly away! (:

2. wed/thu/fri/sat/sun! (: going out to play and band advance!!! (: WOOO! (: expecting great things to happen (:

3. JAN09! so that i can hurry get outta boring and mundane year one and start year two (:

4. WEEKENDS! i LOVELOVELOVELOVE my weekends! (:

i still don't have any interesting photos cos i have yet to own one cammy and i'm still dying for one. Dear God, please bless me with a good digital canon camera before dec08. amen! (:

so tomorrow marks the second week of school and i've another 14 more weeks before we bid year one farewell :D HAHA!

anyhoos, i can't wait for weekends! wow wow wheee!! (: and i love vivi xiao jie and alena milo :P

have a good week ahead (: and be blessed! (: on a side note, want blessings? come look for me! (:

much love (:

i'm back (:

2008-09-02T15:45:00.005+08:00

and YES! i'm BACK! (:

yes. and school's starting tomorrow. like yes, SO FAST.

i'm a wee bit too lazy to mention everything that has been happening. HAHA!

basically i've been hanging out of my house too much that i'm hardly ever online anymore.

on a random note, i am like the ONLY person in probably dee whole school that is going to be in the SAME CLASSROOM throughout the ENTIRE year. yes, which means both sem 1 & 2.

good stuff: at least i'm more comfortable where i am since i've been using it for the whole of sem 1. so i'd know the good seats (: HAHA!

bad stuff: i am gonna feel pretty bored of the whole environment considering my whole secondary school life was using the homeroom system. which meant you move to a different classroom at EVERY other hour. so you can just imagine how i'd think i might die from the boring classroom. oh my gosh.

and so my gig was good (: although we made a lot of booboos but its okay (: i would suppose the most important thing was that we had fun (: haha. like 'nerve wrecking fun' (:

YWM (youth worship ministry) advance aka retreat is coming soon! (: WOO! (: SO LOOKING FORWARD TO IT (: but not looking forward to getting there cos its SO FAR from my place and i have school before that for the entire day. ohmygosh. just thinking about the traveling and all makes me feel like puking... but since its for a REALLY good time of everything, i'll shut up (:

time to fly to church hawker for meeting. heh. told you i was busy (:

xoxo

update (:

2008-08-29T00:07:00.002+08:00

so i've been REALLY busy.

latest news!

i'll be performing tomorrow night for the first time as in anchoring a gig. details are as follows.

DATE:29th AUG 2008 (Friday)
TIME:930pm-1030pm
VENUE: SMU ICE COLD BEER BAR

drop by if you wanna (:

love (:

i love holidays (:

2008-08-17T00:40:00.002+08:00

yes. i love my hols. (:

and i haven't been here for more than 10days. i'm so sorry but i haven't been online because half the time i'm not home. heh.

anyways, i've been busy with pracs and more pracs. also, spending some time with my usuals (:

my schedule for the hols will be really packed and i'm trying to squeeze time in for whatever i wanna do in three weeks. yes, my sem break's only three weeks and next whole week i'll be in church all day because i'm attending 'school of supernatural worship' (: yay! (: i took dance as my elective. i'm gonna have fun laughing at myself. (: HAHA!

as for now, i need my sleep cos i've to get up early tomorrow for another practice.

additional info, i'll be performing with a couple of other lovely people at 'ice cold beer' at smu on the 29th aug 2008 which is a friday night. more info will be posted when i'm available (:

for now,

if you need blessings, please do come bug me for it (: i'll be more than happy to bless you (:

Jesus loves you and me (:

xoxo.

week 15 (:

2008-08-05T17:13:00.002+08:00

yesyes. next week is the final week of the semester!!! (: which also means i've been through half of year one! (: woo! (:

i'm SO looking forward to sem break and i'm only gonna be here if i've something worth posting and interesting. (:

hopefully it'll be more regular cos i've been busy and WILL continue to be busy. so as for now, i'm off. (:

xoxo

counting down...

2008-07-27T22:49:00.002+08:00

to 2 more weeks of school and woohoo!!! (: sem break! (: and i'll be in school for half a year already! (: happy clappy tabby wobbo! (:

anyways, my piano exam's oh-vee-yee-are!!! (:

audition's done (:

gigs over (:

so i'm more free than usual this week (:

feels weird to know there's nothing BIG or of HIGH IMPORTANCE to do. haha.

i'm looking forward to dec!! (:

and i'm gonna sleep cos otherwise i won't be able to wake up tomorrow. (:

love and enjoy the upcoming week (:

daily rant.

2008-07-23T16:04:00.001+08:00

sem break, hurry home. ):

i miss my life so bad.

insanity's taking control.

on a lighter note, weekends are coming (:

xoxo.

for the next two weeks...

2008-07-18T15:59:00.003+08:00

i'll be REALLY busy, period.

piano exams
audition.
gigs.
more gigs.
performances.
make time for loved ones. (:

yes. ah. anws, i'm off. (:

hope to find time to come back, otherwise... er... wait up? HAHA!

last but not least...

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CHINA! (:

enjoy the weekends yall (:
much love (:

hello perth (:

2008-07-13T16:14:00.002+08:00

yes! (:

for those of you who aren't aware... now you are. (:

i'm flying to perth in december 2008!!! (: woooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO EXCITING (:

tash and i are counting down and its like 155days before i go over! (:

i'll be in perth to visit my penpal, tash (:

it'll be my first time...

- traveling ALONE
- going to a caucasian country
- spending christmas and new year outta singapore
- many others to come (:

I CAN'T WAIT LIKE SERIOUSLY!! (:

i'll be flying on 15th Dec 08 and coming back 02nd Jan 09 (:

thank God for His provision and very steady parents (: and also tash's family who has graciously offered to accomodate my stay (:

back to school tomorrow... however, i think this week will seem short (: and shoot, piano exam's in a week's time. ):

love anyways (:

busybusybusy.

2008-07-07T22:55:00.007+08:00

i just realise its been a week since i last updated. HAHA. and the best is that the last one wasn't even considered a proper update please. HAHAH!

anyways photos from like really really long ago. like two sundays ago. dinner at cartel with...

evie/cerise/cheryl/gab/shawn.

evie and i shared 'pork ribs' and 'club sandwich'. loved the sandwiches (:

other credits to evie's ixus (:

off to bed. (:
i'll be back with more talk if time permits! sorry folks, i've been pretty busy. heh.

love nevertheless (:

back for a bit

2008-07-01T17:40:00.002+08:00

so i realised my blog is pretty inactive ever since thursday. heh.

i'm gonna skip school tomorrow cos i'm SO sick of getting the same grade for a month already and its programming. goodness.

piano lessons are more helpful now (:

i wanna go out and i've to go now cos i'm running late. heh.

love (:

when it gets in the way.

2008-06-26T10:33:00.004+08:00

its break time and im here.

my week has been pretty packed and all. i need somemore sleep. haha. clearly, i need AT LEAST 8hours of sleep otherwise i'll start losing my mind (and some of you probably figured already. especially in school) heh.

in other news, i've engaged nat's piano teacher and she's really good just that her place is freaking inconvenient for me. i rushed off to old airport road after school... traveling time was 2hrs. i was dead tired. she gave me lessons for about 1.5hrs-2hrs. time flew like REALLY fast. the best part is that she has added in a lot more details as compared to before and now my impression of the piece needs to be changed AGAIN. yes. for the third time. i'm so stressed and pressurized cos exam's in exactly one month from now. ah. God, i need time. please buy me some. i'm so busy its so hard to include time for practice.

my next few sundays are burnt cos of MORNING piano lessons. and wednesdays are gonna seem SO much more tiring and longer than before. thursday mornings... don't wanna think about it.

its okay tab, 4 weeks. tahan a bit more. ahhhh. i want my social life and my own life back soon. ):
so many movies i wanna watch and i've NO TIME. i've been trying to find time to exercise since FOREVER. goodness.

at least, sometimes i end up meeting lovely people during the week. like tuesday? tuesday though was a long day and all... but i had fun (:

no photos cos i'm too poor to purchase a new digital cammy which i've been craving for since FOREVER. *hinthint* (:

back to work.

love (:

ps. my dad and becca are flying to bangkok today at i don't know what time but it feels funny having only three people at home. HAHA! BUY THINGS HOME FOR ME HOR JIEJIE! (:

pps. weekends, hurry home! ): i miss you so ):

WEEKENDS!! :D

2008-06-21T00:17:00.003+08:00

weekends are here again! (: SUPER HAPPY until i lost control of my adrenaline rush in school today. HAHA!

anyways, R-squared (my band) did a song at the most recent 'arts platter' gig. well, i wasn't expecting much of the audience but my class i would say deserve credits for coming down to watch and buying me 30CENTS VANGUARD SHEETS as a form of support (: (and maybe excuse for not doing powerpoint presentation slides) HAHA! just kidding. :D i love you guys and thanks for coming! (:

photos (:

THANKS A LOT FOR THIS AH W14F. i feel SO loved. (: my ass.

HAHAHAHAH! anyways, HONGLIN demands a form of appreciation by making say 'thank you' which i would've just that he's SO freaking impatient.

whatever the case, thank you W14F for showing your support and i appreciate your presence (: REALLY (:

Special thanks:

1. vivien who sent me the photos AND video AND came up with the vanguard idea (:

2. jessie who did the recording of the video (:

3. ijah for sending me the first photo (:

so yeah, EVERYONE, have a great weekend and i hope the video can be uploaded somehow... then i'll see if i'm able to share it here or something.

i'm off (:

night and love (:

ahh.

2008-06-18T15:31:00.001+08:00

it feels good listening to anberlin and mae all over again (:

so i'm back.

2008-06-17T18:54:00.003+08:00

yes, back to reality. HAHA

thank God school has been pretty okay. not stressing out yet. HAHA!

still as busy as ever but still able to cope. so i guess its not THAT bad. (:

anyways, i'm having fun in my IG (replug) although i get bullied half the time. being the ONLY girl in my band, i'm surrounded by 4 other guys who quite lovable to a certain extent. HAHA!

i'm feeling a lil broke at the moment, but not to worry, i'm getting my money soon (:

anyways, for those who are unaware, i'm flying over to perth at the end of the year for about 18days for hols alone (: yes, tash is hosting me! (: wooooo! (: i've been SUPER EXCITED about this EVERY SINGLE OTHER DAY ever since my parents FINALLY and MIRACULOUSLY agreed to cover my airfare!!!!! (: Thank you Jesus for answering prayers! (:

photos from friday night anyhoos! (:

i love yami yoghurt!!! (: hello, after so long (:

evie, my date! (:

and this is how i look when i realise i'm back to reality on monday. HAHA!

love! (:

before i leave my house...

2008-06-13T15:52:00.000+08:00

i'd like to think i'm greatly blessed by the One up there who sent His one and only son to die for me (:

thank you for giving me lil things in life (:

God's love never fails (:

have a good friday cos we all TGIF! (: yes, thank God its friday for those who are still scratching their heads. (:

xoxo.

last week of term break! ):

2008-06-09T22:49:00.006+08:00

so i've been asked to update. heh.

i've been pretty busy socialising and all the past week. catching up with people i've missed. going back to school for stuff. attending a party. basically i haven't been home much so i haven't been updating. pardon me. (:

anyways, so i've photos from saturday night's event "rock the sub" at timbre substation. (:

and these are from jessie's birthday party on sunday (:
credits to roz and her lovely cammy (:

apologies for not editing the photos.HAHA! simply cos i'm too lazy. hehe.

i'll be back soon (i hope) (:
love! (:

term break (:

2008-06-02T22:21:00.004+08:00

so its the term break (: two weeks.
and i've to go back to school for stuff from 3rd-6th june.

3rd: ce trip
4th-6th: replug camp

oh well. my hols are NEVER EVER free.

anyways, i'm still happy i'm getting days off from school and that i can FINALLY catch up on my sleep. (:

i don't really have a life anymore but i TRY to have one as much as possible. hehe.

photos anyhoos (:

i know, even though i'm SO tired but i still can't afford not to have a lil fun and party (: time to do other stuff (:

love (:

holidays are coming (:

2008-05-27T23:44:00.001+08:00

YES! holidays are coming in 3 days! (: WOW WOW WHEEE!!! (: YAY! (:

SOOOOO HAPPY! (:

will post more i hope.

for now i'm just posting a few words to keep this alive. hehe.

love (:

still grateful

2008-05-21T21:27:00.002+08:00

school was quite dramatic and over-reacting today.

i should seriously get a grip and start taking things with a pinch of salt.

anyways, time to hit the 'brain-to-stop-functioning' button.

xoxo.

i elle-oh-vee-yee weekends A LOT (:

2008-05-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

i love weekends (:

people who know me well enough would have realise that my weekends are indeed one of the top 10 most important things in my life. (:

anyways, i've FINALLY uploaded photos onto my hard disk BUT... i haven't edited them yet. so be patient and they'll come (:

i've been pretty busy and that sorta explains my absence here during the week.

tomorrow will be eff-yoo-anne (:

as for now, i'm off. (:

have a blastful weekend (:

xoxo.

on a typical wednesday.

2008-05-14T10:14:00.003+08:00

i havent been here since saturday. i hardly touch my lappy when i'm home anymore.

simply cos i'm too tired, my eyes might get swollen and cos i'm trying to get my life back.

anyways, today's module is slack yet it can be a lil frustrating.

went to meet shawn and kev last night for hang out and to catch up (: had fun though i found it a lil hard to wake up this morning.

i missed my first test for a particular module yesterday cos we've monkeys that take control of a steering wheel and end up crashing into others along the highway to school (but i mean to them is to work la.)

anyhoos, i've been pretty happy lately though it can sometimes be a lil tiring and exhausting. i miss my holidays already.

holidays are coming at the end of the month. (: something to look forward to (:

back to work for now.
love (:

me is happy (:

2008-05-10T12:36:00.003+08:00

WEEKENDS! (: WOOOO!!!! (:

i'm late for a meeting but i'll hurry say what i wanna say and be on my way. HAHA.

i just got my audition results and YES (: i'm IN! (: woohooo! (: thank You Jesus (:

all that effort and late nights in school was worth everything. thank you to those who gave me your support in any way (: i love you all and i appreciate all that you guys have done. (: thank God for good bandmates. special thank you to the band i was with. you guys worked equally hard and i think we put up a really good show (: so thank you for your time and support and tolerating me if i've been demanding (i said 'IF' ah. HAHAHA!)

super happy that its the weekends! (: WOW WOW WHEE! (:

love me and love the world (:

superhero is loved too (: you've been a great support to me (:

welcome back weekends (:

2008-05-09T10:03:00.003+08:00

i woke up feeling cool. then i started coughing after while gathering my stuff to bathe. i coughed up to a point i felt like puking. and i ended up puking a lil. puked gastric juice.

because of all that, my daily routine and schedule was being delayed.

i made a detour cos i missed my usual bus and to make things worse, i missed my train stop. because of that, i was late and i'm getting another downgrade. haha.

at least i got to school safe. (: i still feel like puking now. ah.

audition's later and then......... time to party (: yeah, okay, i'm so terrible i know. HAHA. i miss my life. ):

time to do some work. i'm determined to finish my work before lunch today. (: well, at least 70% (:

love and i'm sorry but i'm SO lazy and i've been so tired that i havent uploaded the photos. (:

ps. i've been feeling better emotionally thanks to superhero (:

buzzing bee is me.

2008-05-06T23:15:00.002+08:00

sorry all ye faithful readers who've been here when i'm not around.

i've been SO busy at school and outta school. oh boy.

three days ago, i had swollen eyes.
three days ago, i almost had gastric flu as well.

but... thank God for sustaining me and He still is.

everyday, i've to deal with issues and sometimes i find it a struggle that i feel so much like giving up. it hasn't been as easy as i thought things would've been.

i STILL want to go to perth. i STILL want to hang with my babes. i STILL want my holidays. i STILL want to make the best out of everything i get my hands on.

i can't do all these with my own strength. whether during holidays or not, i'm ALWAYS so busy. trying to please everyone and everything around. sometimes i question myself why i do the things i do. honestly, i don't know why. maybe that's called love.

i feel i haven't had enough time for myself. just to be alone. to do the things i enjoy doing like watching movie after movie. screaming. swimming (gosh, i miss swimming SO MUCH! ): ) playing badminton in my sec school's courtyard. talking to my school canteen vendors. being a teacher's pet. HAHAHA. okay, fine, i admit, it feels good to be a teacher's pet. (:

i miss old times. i like new times. guess in life, we just need to move on.

i also wanna take this chance to apologise to people whom i've been neglecting and to those i haven't been interacting much with. (especially when they try to make me feel better) sorry, its just that recently i feel so tired to even joke about. i guess i'm more of a listener nowadays. i'm really really worn out from the activities in my life. i hope you guys understand. (: i still love you all.

the second audition's on friday anyways. i really have no confidence in this cos i'll be performing with my band in front of the other 13 bands. oh God, help. i'm SO freaking out just thinking about it. time's SO tight. oh well. faith.

okay, i'm really really really really tired. i've been home at like 7/8pm plus since the start of the week. i've NO time to even practice my piano. nat is SO gonna smack me. i'm off to bed.

So, God, continue to sustain me, this my prayer. i need You more. more than yesterday. more than words can say.

love

good days are coming.

2008-05-03T01:22:00.002+08:00

i'm so sleepy. its 1.23am on a saturday morning officially.

anyways, i got through my first round of audition for my IG "replug" (:
thank God for that (:

i'll be busy next week cos of a second round of audition.

i need a break soon. ):

help me love the unlovable.

surrender, surrender, sweet surrender.

xoxo.

Ps. photos from ubin will be up soon. labour day was fun (:

once again in w1-4f

2008-04-30T12:28:00.005+08:00

so i think its time for another update.

i'm in class and today's module sucks. its called "computing and mathematical methods". we're doing programming and i'm seriously dying. yes. its THAT bad that i've resorted to blogging.

i feel so sad that i wanna cry. ): i don't know how to do programming! ): and i have to redo everything now cos my whole 'creation' went mental. ):

photos are here from gelare with evie and cerise love (:

time to get back to work.
xoxo

Ps. i'm gonna trim my hair today (:

love is in the air (:

2008-04-26T10:34:00.002+08:00

YES!!!! WEEKENDS ARE IN TOWN AGAIN! (: WOO! (:

school was a lil frustrating this week. i think i'm pmsing (post-menstrual syndrome) again. it sucks. sometimes i really think i'm not a girl. HAHA!

i think i'm starting to get all stressed up and so it kinda affects my whole self. i need like MEGA-PLAYTIME seriously. i can't wait for holidays (:

but what really really made my day yesterday was...

GETTING MY FIRST 'A' GRADE!!! (: WOO!!!! (:

although its after like 3 weeks, still, i managed to get it! i know like everyone else probably got their As way before mine, but i'm still SUPER happy i FINALLY got what i wanted (:

anyhoos, i've an audition for replug on wednesday. i'm still thinking what i wanna do and i think i better pray about this whole audition and IG thing.

i had a few good days this week:
- tuesday's lunch hour/after school (:
- wednesday's super slack class and ended super early (:
- thursday after school (:
- monday-friday after school hours. HAHAHAH! yeah, okay, fine, i'm a terrible student. HAHA! but who cares?! HAHA!

gonna meet my love soon (: i think she's still sleeping cos i'm not getting a reply from her. HAHA! (: evie is love (:

have fun during the weekends (: i've photos to post but too lazy and a lil busy so too bad, you guys have to wait (:

much love (:

PS. God is good (:

grateful for all You've done (:

2008-04-23T16:11:00.002+08:00

i'm in school and class is O-V-E-R! (: WOO! (:

today's such a GOOD DAY (: hehe. thank you Jesus for blessing me with a good day today (: and the fact, w1-4f ended class at 340pm!?!?! ITS A MIRACLE! (:

i've done all my work and i'm just going to collect my testimonial from cvss before heading home. i'm gonna start my hanon book and start preparing for my piano exam n aug08 AGAIN. i have a good feeling about this (: my ex-piano teacher is really m-e-a-n.

just some thoughts.

i've been giving thanks to God for some of the smallest things in life for the past two days (even if yesterday was 65% frustrating and annoyingly horrible) and i feel happier just doing that. (: spending time with Daddy dearest makes me feel better (:

in other news, i've been deprived of watching shows for WAY TOO LONG. tonight, i'll be having a blast! (: step up one will be the first show i'd be watching! (: WOO! (: yes, i'm SO slow that after many centuries, i STILL haven't watched it. HAHA.

i'll be attending COOS annual general meeting tomorrow cos i'm KPO and i've interest in church's business. HAHAHA! friday will be corporate prayer, and i'd be super busy on friday cos i'll be rushing from school. reason being, i've an IG audition briefing from 5pm-630pm. and yes, that means i'll be missing dinner yet again. hurhur.

weekends are coming! (: HOW EXCITING! (: i love WEEKENDS PLEASE! (:

time to go home! (:

love!(:

ps. friend, you can buy me bread or whatever you want to feed me. just that i've your atm card and cash. hurhur. i'm sorry! (:

AHH!

2008-04-22T00:17:00.001+08:00

yes, AHH!! i'm SCREAMING for DOCTOR LIM, my orthodontist!! ):

my teeth on my lower jaw is seriously moving quite badly. it ain't straight no more!

HOWHOWHOW!

i hope DOCTOR LIM doesn't kill me for not having worn my retainers for my bottom set after 4weeks of issue.

off to bed for now.

love (:

school life.

2008-04-18T13:03:00.004+08:00

i'm in class and i'm feeling super uberly sleepy.
i woke up to an unpleasant throbbing head this morning but thank God its gone now (: but i'm still feeling super sleepy.

what makes things worse is that we're doing a science module and it sorta involves physics. yes, for those who know, i've NEVER EVER in my WHOLE ENTIRE life taken physics. so you can all tell i'm dying now.

i came home rushing after band prac last night to submit my work and thank God i managed to do it in church before dinner. i'm like SO super shagged. i think i strained till i'm starting to cough again. oh well. hopefully by tomorrow it'll be well. (:

i SO want a date tonight. i wanna go out and play please. ): cerise has cell and i don't know what the rest has on tonight.

anyways, fyi i'm stuck in between joining:

1. replug (form your band inside this IG and perform. more solo singing and acoustic playing)

2. string ensemble( i wanna play violin. maybe i'll get free violin lessons there. (: )

today's the last day. someone suggested i just sign on for both and see which one i get in. oh boy.

i can't wait for school to end. today's like the MOST unproductive day EVER.

weekends, i love and miss you (: see you tomorrow or rather after 430pm! (:

edited:
i took on someone's advice into signing both. (: i'm happy now... violin (: woo! (:

my 450th post.

2008-04-15T23:42:00.003+08:00

this week seem to be passing by rather quickly. very happy about it (:
okay, partly because i skipped school on monday. hehe. (i know, everyone who knows about it say i'm terrible, skipping school already on the second week. HAHA! but it wasn't intentional, trust me.)

main reason i skipped was because i overslept. school starts at 9am everyday. i woke up at 9am on monday. heh. that explains it. (:

this week somehow seems more fun as compared to last week. (: i'm pretty excited about wed-fri. SIMPLY BECAUSE........................................

there'll be IG (interest group) performances! (: WOO! (: and band prac's on thursday! (: i love this week. after wednesday, weekends will seem SO CRAZILY NEAR. (: i like (: no, correction, i love (:

anyways, my bodyclock is WAY better than what it used to be so i'm quite happy about it (:
i've been getting smarter too. lunch break is SO packed that i just give in to eating at 10am which is like my 1st break.

class politics is quite common in my class at the moment which is scary to certain point but i guess i'm pretty neutral about it. HAHA. i do love my class though. (: they're a fun bunch (:

oh well, i'll be going off for now. need my sleep cos i don't like my grades going down by 0.5 so yeah.

on a side note, i miss my night life and having movie/kdrama/jdrama marathons!! ):

love (:

ps. i choose to surrender it to You. (:

peeks from sunday's pinic (:

2008-04-14T15:21:00.002+08:00

for more photos, click here (:

love.

see you next week weekends. ):

2008-04-14T00:25:00.002+08:00

the weekends went by too quickly. i had fun though (:
picnic, church, cell, dining with sam and ww etc...

i'll miss you weekends. thank you all who made this weekend so fun and therapeutic (:
photos will be up soon i hope. (:

another week of school's coming up. please Lord, let it be good. i need to stop being cranky and impatient.

It's a long, long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long, long journey
and I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long, long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it seems no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?

'Cause it's a long, long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long, long journey
Till I find my way home to you

.
.
.

if only you knew how much i cared, the tears i shed, how much i think whenever i'm alone.
how much it pains me to see us in such a complicated situation like this.
i know i need to trust Daddy. i'm really trying.
maybe its time i got groomed instead of you.
you've grown so much. i feel stuck.
i'm starting to feel i don't have the strength to carry on anymore.
everytime i think about you, i just break down.
i do wanna know whats on your mind.
so would you tell me?
i feel like i'm falling apart and i don't know how much longer i can hold onto.
please let me know.

xoxo

hello weekends! (: i love you! (:

2008-04-12T12:29:00.002+08:00

its saturday! (: WOO! (:

i love weekends! (: SO MUCH!

so i've been at school for a whole week and its been okay. i wouldn't say fantastic cos i did have days which were pretty frustrating and all. i don't get much of lunch partly because the canteens and cafes are simply TOO packed and just looking at the crowd makes me full. HAHA. but i do get hungry during presentation time which is bad cos by the time i get dinner, i would've gotten my gastric after-effect kinda thing. hurhur.

anyways, i miss sleeping in SO MUCH. i just slept in today and i'm really happy about it. however i know in other times this week, i'm really cranky. i'm blaming it on my period (which is gonna end) (: HAHAHA.

i reckon half my pay packet's gone by the way. HAHA. cos i 've been clearing my debts and also i bought only ONE thing for myself. i bought new jeans (: WOO! (: i'm so desperate to hurry settle down in school, get comfortable and find a part time job cos i SO need to save for my perth trip! AHHH.

school hours are currently like 9am-430pm. sadly, i haven't ended a single class on time or any earlier than 430pm cos people keep asking questions and we start our third meeting late due to people not being able to finish doing up their presentations by 215pm. i also hate it when people ask stupid and irrelevant questions.

on the brighter side of things, my class is pretty nice. (: i kinda like my class. (: i SO love vivi and alena. they make good people to rant at. HAHAHAHAHAHAH! no la, just a joking. :P i love them for who they are. (: Thank God for them (:

i'm going to go get ready and prepare to get outta my house (even when its pouring now which makes me feel so sian about stepping out) and head to church to meet the band and i've cell before service (: WOO! (:

i'm so tired and busy during weekdays trying to accommodate everyone i love into my life that i don't really blog a lot. i miss doing what i do during my hols, even then i was busy but at least i managed to sleep more and skip mornings (: HEHE.

love and play in the sun during the weekends (:

oh happy day! (:

2008-04-09T22:11:00.002+08:00

school gets better everyday. (:

however, i'm SUPER MEGA ULTRAFYINGLY TIRED!

my group members were pretty nice and funny today. the faci was er... weirdly funny and nice. he said he liked our class and how we're like easily bonded (in 3 days). haha!

i'm SUPER determined to get AT LEAST 8 hours of sleep tonight otherwise i'll just die in class tomorrow.

WEEKENDS HURRY COME! (: I WANNA GO OUT AND PLAY IN THE SUN! (: I MISS MY MATES ALREADY! ):

i'm feeling SO much better and i can pitch decently now. HAHAH. YAY! (: I GOT MY VOICE B-A-C-K! (:

on a random note, i hate morning rush.

off to do the necessary before i hit my comfy fluffy muffy buffy bed! (: haha

xoxo

i miss my bed ):

2008-04-08T23:55:00.003+08:00

school was SO MUCH better today.

SO looking forward to tuesdays now (: HAHA. i love my group members today! (: WOO! (:

i got my pay! (: YAY!
had dinner with cerise and miah.
dragged myself home.

okay, i wanted to write more but sadly time's not on my side cos i've to wake up early again tomorrow and i've only 10hours of sleep for the past two days. NOT GOOD AT ALL. my eyebags! ):

i'll update soon. (:

much love (:

ps. suddenly weekends seem SO far away and weekdays seem to pass so slowly. TOO slowly. haha.

first day of school.

2008-04-07T23:53:00.002+08:00

so today was my first day of school.

it was B-A-D. yes.

BUT...............................................................................
yes, there's ALWAYS a 'but'.

after doing my RJ (reflection journal), i realised it all happened for a purpose. i figured it out. nice one buddy up there. hehe.

love and hopefully tomorrow will be better. (:

ps. I'M SO GETTING MY PAY TOMORROW! (: WOO! (:

sabbath day (:

2008-04-07T01:11:00.001+08:00

school starts tomorrow.

sleep tab, sleep.

xoxo

smile for saturday (:

2008-04-06T00:15:00.002+08:00

its about twenty past midnight on a saturday.

so i decided to go by faith and sing for service today. although i'm feeling like crap now... but still thank God for helping me get through the day today. surprisingly, i was able to sing fairly normally... although i couldn't really project much and i think i might've had a wee bit of pitching problems. thank God anyways (:

now i just need more prayers for my flu.

i had my taste of breakfast this morning, didn't get lunch. grabbed a small charsiew bao before service. by dinner at crystal jade, i couldn't taste ANYTHING. ): BOOO!!! SO WASTED I KNOW!

was craving for dessert but i was really really very tired cos i woke up pretty early today and woke up a few times last night. haha.

finally, i'm meeting ianlau tomorrow after consort for our dinnertalk date! goodness. we've been postponing since FOREVER.

school's starting monday. hurhur. i'm pretty excited but just feeling lousy about having to wake up early in the morning. HAHA!

i love smelly baby! HAHAHA! :P

goodnight world and have a great sunday (:

we paused halfway down the road to admire the wonderful creations of Daddy.
and we're still standing in awe of it.
this is where we are right now.

raining monkeys and cows.

2008-04-04T14:53:00.002+08:00

i woke up with my brother barging into my room and yelling at me to pick up the phone with my mom on the line as he was hungry and so i had to wake up to cook for him. feeling really sleepy and groggy now.

and to think today was the only last day i could sleep in before school officially starts on monday. this is SO sick and disgusting seriously.

and all these doesn't help when i'm feeling worse than i felt the night before. yes, we all know it sucks to be sick and all. i feel so terrible. oh my goodness. i SO saw this coming but didn't expect it to kick in so soon.

i think i'm down with a flu. my eyes feel like popping out after sneezing for two days now. my nose won't stop running and i keep coughing. this sucks. apparently, i'm on platform tomorrow. if i don't feel any better i might have to make last minute decisions and tell chris i can't sing for service. ahh. i hope i can pull through till at least after service.

school's starting on monday and i really hate to start off school feeling so terrible. bahh. oh God, help.

folks, please pray for me. its been such a long time since i'd fallen ill. ): thank you very nice. (:

i bought a new jacket and a new top yesterday at cotton on (: it was SO cheap seriously. (: hung out at evie's place for a couple of hours. we switched our gmf's shirts cos i needed a smaller size and she needed a bigger one. (: yay, now i won't look so slacky wearing it (:

even though i'm sick, but since i promised sherlyn i'll be at her sets later tonight at smu's bar so i'll be there. after that, i'll probably be heading home, getting my rest and praying i'll be better on saturday.

cerise tean is coming home in two days! (: TOTALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT! (because then i know she'll get me something nice from ka-land :P ) HAHAH! yeah right, obviously thats not the point, she'll slap me if i ever think that way. HAHA! of course its cos i super miss her and we SO need our bonding time back! (: hurry home love! (:

as for now, i'm off.
much love (:

(:

2008-04-02T23:40:00.003+08:00

orientation was alright. i've met my class for the next 16weeks. they seem pretty okay and some are quite funny. haha.

i ended pretty early today, like 130pm. while waiting for wenling, i went to the library to watch supernatural. HAHA. okay, i'm laughing cos something happened which i'm too lazy to explain. but you can ask me in person. heh.

i was late for class after lunch cos wenling and i got lost in the library. hahaha! maybe eyes too small can't see where i'm going.

going out tomorrow with evie to makan and shop (: WOO! (: band prac's in the night (: double WOO! (:

need to catch up on sleep before school starts officially on monday. i SO need to get my brains functioning properly again. i TOTALLY forgot how to think in class today. hahaha! amazing, i know. (:

the rest of the week is gonna be EXCITING! (: WEEKENDS START TOMORROW FOR ME! (: WOO! (:

photos are in but i'm thinking how to go about posting it. heh. so be patient (:
but, i've photos of evieleongilove and i from last friday at brewerkz before meeting the girls that night. (: hehe! quality's obviously from phone so don't mind it. i still like them cos its evie! (: HAHAHA!

you've been growing a lot and i've seen so much of you in the past few months. Daddy dearest has really worked tremendously in you and i just want you to know how proud i am of you. Daddy is truly grooming you more into His image. i need more of Him definitely. i feel so weak many times and the only thing that has kept me going on this journey is God. i'm putting my anxieties into His hands because i know His timing is the only perfect thing that will keep the journey going. at the end of the day, i know it'll be beautiful no matter what happens. but for now, the journey goes on, it'd never ended. (:

okay, time to settle in bed (:

night at daybed (:

2008-03-31T21:14:00.005+08:00

a peek on last friday night...

xoxo.

and i'm a very happy girl today! (:

2008-03-31T01:32:00.002+08:00

i SO deserve a good break (:

and i'm really tempted to go get food from the kitchen at like 1.40am?! i'm currently living on water to fill me but sadly its not working.

besides, i've already brushed my teeth and my retainers are on. ah.

i'm feeling really sleepy and all but i'm not willing to sleep now cos i wanna watch DHW! (: best part's that i get to sleep in tomorrow! (: WOO! (:

thank you to those who came to show some love tonight (: really appreciate your presence! (: THANK YOU! (:

time to party! (:
xoxo.

the most random and disorganized post ever.

2008-03-30T02:13:00.005+08:00

i just realised i left my 'lifesaver' in my bag which i brought out yesterday.

ANYWAYS, tomorrow's the concert. like oh my gosh, talk about how time flies.

i want photos from yesterday please nice and lovely people! (: post them on facebook or something okay? (: love yall! (:

i haven't ironed my consort gown. think i'll do it tomorrow.

let's talk about temptations shall we? (haha, yeah, you don't have a say in this actually. heh.)

temptation no.1
i SO feel like watching more DHW before i sleep tonight.

temptation no.2
can't think of anymore. actually its more of me losing my train of thoughts all of a sudden. so let's just keep it to one temptation.

haha! i seriously can't stand myself sometimes. HAHA! i want my allowance!!! ): BOO to being SO broke. YAY to school starting on 7thapril cos then thats when i get my allowance AND its payday for my one-day job at isetan's private sale.

okay, i've photos but i'm too lazy to transfer and upload so too bad. i mean, i apologise for the delay. HAHA.

last thing before i go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CINDYCHIA! (: sorry i still haven't been able to go down for rehearsals and all. i've been busy and unless they change the timings, i doubt i'll be seeing you there. yeah, i know, boo. hehe. love you anyways (: hope you had fun! (:

okay, time to sleep.
love (:

tests set by You Daddy is made to make us stronger and to prepare us for something bigger. i know clearly i'm not able to do this alone, so please guide me. amen (:

crazy start into the weekends (:

2008-03-29T04:46:00.002+08:00

so its 447am now.

i'm pretty zonked. the best part's that i've rehearsal tomorrow in the afternoon till night. yeah, i know, fantastic news huh.

i hope i'll be able to wake up tomorrow.

well, anyways, a group of us went drinking tonight and i got home around 330am only to find myself starving like anything. so i made myself supper and now i'm here after a super shiok bath (:

loads of drama happened tonight. shan't elaborate. too lazy and too much to type. ask the lady personally please and thank you (:

hopefully photos will be out soon. i'm off to bed. (:

goodnight and love (:

TGIF! (:

2008-03-28T03:37:00.002+08:00

so its pretty late now. or early rather. heh. its like 338am.

i just finished watching an episode of desperate housewives. (: i feel productive in that aspect cos i watched like 7 episodes today. HAHA!

piano exam on wednesday was alright. whether i make it or break it, i'm cool with it cos anyways i'll be taking the exact SAME exam in aug08 due to some admin matters. happy thing's that i won't have to touch the darn piano for the next couple of months. so yay to that! (:

school's starting in two weeks. pretty excited yet i don't wanna meet people who are too cheena-ish. hurhur. yes, i'm picky when it comes to friends. hehe.

going to be out tomorrow with lovely people! (: woo! totally looking forward to tomorrow! (:

last thing before i head to dee wonderful bed...

BIG FANTABULOUS CONGRATS TO EVIELEONGXIANLING ON PASSING HER DRIVING TEST TODAY! (: WOO! (: LOVE YOU GF! (:

and...

CERISETEAN! HURRY CRUISE AND FLY BACK! YOU LUCKY THING! HAHAH! MISS YOU ALREADY!!! (: DON'T FORGET OUR DATE! (: LOVE YOU SIGH BABE! HAHA! (:

i'm a very happy girl today anyways besides sounding like crap during consort's rehearsal tonight. hehe. (:

much love (:

reasons to love my saturdays (:

2008-03-24T16:38:00.006+08:00

after dinner at subway, we (cerise,miah,brian and myself) went to xinwang hk cafe for desserts. clearly, it didn't just turn out to be desserts alone. hehe. :P

cerisetean i love (:

miah wong.

brian who couldn't decide what he wanted to eat.

siao genahs (: HAHAHA! just a laughing. hurhur :P

small eyes girl with horrible eyebags. haha.

cerise on the phone enquiring about something. :P

me is love dee menu (:

one common feature. eyes, period.

cerise said he spoilt the last photo. HAHA! so we took another one.

super shiok muah chee (:

i forgot if its called hargao or shuigao. its prawn anyways. hehe. there were three in one serving.

prawn paste chicken wings. ikea's one are better. this one was too oily.

peanut tangyuan in black sesame paste. not bad la.

mango ice dessert. we couldn't finish it. it was massive.

we were a lil pissed for paying for cold and warm water.
green cup (warm): 20cts / blue cup(cold): 40cts
marriot bottle: free-of-charge from cerise's house.

but we felt better after we realised they gave free refills. HAHA! so cheapo la. needless to say, we took advantage of the refills and we were all so bloated after we walked outta the cafe.

i love saturdays (:

xoxo.

PS. if you find the photos too dark and all that's because i'm too lazy to edit them. (:

easter bunny!

2008-03-24T01:18:00.002+08:00

today is easter sunday! (:

woke up.
consort prac at nelson's place.
dinner with roo (and mom).
roo's mom was super nice to give a ride to the train station.
home.
bathed.
checked mail.
practiced piano till i was so drained.
watched one episode of desperate housewives.
watched disturbia.
talking on msn.

disturbia was really nice (: although scary at some parts. haha. when it came to the super thrilling parts, i turned down my volume and made my screen smaller. HAHA! yesyes, call me a super chicken. HAHA! but it was SO nice! (: my heart pounded only like maybe once in every 5secs so many times during the super gancheong parts and i was quite sure i didn't breathe normally.

haha. good show (: okay, me is going to sleep. cos i've had a long musically draining day. on a random note, my eyes are soon gonna be spoilt and i would need to wear my glasses more regularly soon cos i keep staring at my computer screen for too long and i don't realise it. boo!

piano lessons tomorrow and i'll be practicing intensively for the next two days. please keep poor me in prayer and GOD HELP ME THROUGH THIS WEEK! TOTALLY NEED SO MUCH SUPPORT FROM YOU! (:

goodnight universe (:
xoxo.

lethargic to the max

2008-03-21T18:23:00.002+08:00

i went for overnight prayer yesterday. it was my 3rd one (: it was really very intensive. we had only like ONE BREAK the whole night which lasted for about 20-25mins. but the break was good (: haha.

ate macs for breakfast after prayer cos i was hungry and i had a lil gastric on the way there. after that, i went home feeling really dead cos i hadn't slept for about 23hrs. i slept really lil the night before and i woke up really early. so i felt really tired for the first time in my owl's life.

i woke up at 5pm and i'm found left abandoned by my family that left for malaysia earlier in the day while i was soundly asleep. haha. so sad right? hahah. but ah.. i don't really like going there so i don't mind. (: anyways, me is going to meet gab and evie later (:

amphora's on tomorrow and i'll be singing so i'm hoping i'll be less lethargic tomorrow. no sleeping in too much tomorrow. boo. but nevermind. this way it'll force me to change my body clock.

piano exam's on wed. i'm freaking out cos i'm SO not prepared.
concert's on sunday. i need to memorise my scores.

i'll be missing church next sat. i feel weird.

and... this blog might have photos soon! (: yay! (: FINALLY. but they would most likely be taken by my phone. hehe.

love (:

PS. CANT WAIT FOR SCHOOL TO START!! (:

bahh.

2008-03-19T15:51:00.002+08:00

i'm supposed to calling schools and practicing my piano.

well, i did practice piano for like an hour plus. got a lil sick of the songs so i'm here taking a break.
both roo and i don't feel like calling the schools up. hahaha! i mean i think we both feel so weird calling the schools. ah. don't know la. maybe if we don't call they'll never know also. HAHAH!

piano exam's coming. ah. so screwed. help. i feel so paiseh just thinking about going in with my pieces like way below expectations. bahh.

i'll be busy tomorrow and there's overnight prayer. haha. its gonna be interesting this time round. (: looking forward to it. (:

back to the keys for now.
(:

love.

weekends (:

2008-03-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

what's up with me lately.
i've been getting really bad dark eye rings.

1. i've been hanging out till quite late.

2. i've been sleeping too little.

yep. but i love my days and nights (: been having quite a lot of fun lately! (: especially this week.
hung out with the usual clique and a group of guys. (:
met new people this week which was pretty fun and nice. (:
tiring, yes. but i had a blast (:

i was just telling evie earlier today before gab and jean's gig at ucc.
i said i thought that today was like the end of the weekdays and that weekends were coming. sadly, i realise later that today marked the end of another weekend. so fast. if only God made weekends to be like 3 days or something. haha. that'll be awesome!(:

busy day tomorrow and tuesday.

school's starting! (: WOO! SO EXCITING! (: I PRAY I'LL FIND REALLY NICE FRIENDS WHO WON'T SAY STUFF LIKE " EEYER, she angmoh pai one" so what if i am?! hurhur. anyways, i DO know chinese okay! just because i suck at it, it doesn't mean i know NUTS okay. i'm PROUD TO BE A CLB KID! (: I PASSED OKAY!!! (:

i'm off for now (:
have a great week ahead everyone! (:

love! (:

so this is work life.

2008-03-14T01:04:00.003+08:00

i went to work for the first time in years. it was my first and last day. reason being, it's a one-day job.

i was working at isetan(scotts) earlier today. from like 8am-1040pm. isetan was having a private sale.

5am: woke up.

630am: left my place.

7am: reached town ALONE.

715am-745am: ate macs breakfast ALONE with the pigeons flying around and greeting the day.

745am-8am: report to workplace.

2pm: lunch at macs ALONE.

715pm: dinner outside isetan's supermarket. dinner was two pieces of bread from the bakery.

1040pm: trained to yiochukang. parents came to my rescue. (:

at the end of today, my feet hurts. they stink cos they've been in my court shoes for WAY too long and i'm so annoyed they stink cos my feet doesn't stink by nature. my toes are white and i've blisters.

overall, although i met many different customers and weird people, still i never regretted working cos i had fun (: especially at the cashiers! (: my supervisor was REALLY nice (: wouldn't mind going back to work for isetan in future if ever such a chance comes by again.

credits to joy who got me the job! (:

now i'm so sleepy and i've to wake up early to enrol for school tomorrow with my parents. tomorrow's gonna be fun with people i love very much and dearly! (:

goodnight world (:

PS. i salute myself. i slept for only 4 hours the night before work. i yawned countless number of times during the day but now i feel almost the same as any other night. (:

PPS. JESUS! I LOVE YOU! (: Thank You for working in my life, grooming me and ahem. i'm really happy to see the things You've been doing in our lives. (:

GOING SIAO.

2008-03-12T01:13:00.003+08:00

WHO WANTS TO BUY ME A CANON IXUS 960? (:

i'll love you forever and ever if you buy one for me! (:

happy sunday! (:

2008-03-10T01:05:00.003+08:00

so i'm over at cerise's place after one long day of consort prac.

i couldn't wait for consort to end today though. not because i found it boring but cos i couldn't stand myself sounding like shite today.

reasons why i sounded so shitty.hurhur

1. didn't eat before prac

2. felt really tired

3. sang too much the night before

anyways, went to meridien to meet cerise for dinner then we went to get popcorn from GV. bought chips at carrefour before heading to her place.

in conclusion, i'm STILL eating like a pig and i can't get my diet running. haha.

i love cerise (:

xoxo. have a great week ahead! (:

elle-oh-vee-yee

2008-03-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

if only you knew how much i miss our late night talks on the phone.

its 1am. i'm off to do something before sleeping. tomorrow's gonna be fun! (: spending my whole day with evie love! (:

night world.

please and thank you (:

2008-03-05T14:08:00.003+08:00

so who wants to buy me a camera? (:

i really want one!! ): like maybe a canon ixus (:

ps. it'd be nice if you give some form of response.
xoxo.

TICKETS FOR SALE! (:

2008-03-03T19:48:00.003+08:00

THE VOCAL CONSORT'S ANNUAL CONCERT 2008

DATE: 30th MARCH 2008
SUNDAY

TIME: 730pm

VENUE: SINGAPORE CONFERENCE HALL

COST: $18 (free seating)

GET YOUR TICKETS THROUGH ME! (:
your support is greatly appreciated! (:

for more info on the concert, please click here (:

i wanna sleep cos its 1.52am now.

2008-03-03T01:52:00.002+08:00

but i shall blog. hurhur.

so typical sunday afternoon, had consort prac which means i'm really tired and i used up all my energy then. but it was good. (:

met gab/evie/cerise/shawn/cheryl/shanyu to hang and all. celebrated cheryl's birthday (: i'm sure she loved the very expensivo 'bakerzin' cake (think its spelt like that la huh), a gingerbread man and her present was a kinokuniya's gift voucher worth $50 (:

i've got my tickets to sell for dee vocal consort's annual concert. (: will post details tomorrow. (: please support ME (: thank you! (:

anyways, i like listening to corrinne may's songs. they're very inspiring and it helps me think and i reflect a lot when i listen to her songs.

okay, i've piano tomorrow and i've to sleep cos my eyebags are really getting worse. enrolment for school's 13th-19th march and i can't decide when to go. HAHA! so silly i know. anyways, pretty excited anyhoos. (:

so before i sleep,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL TAN AND VANESSA YONG! (: xoxo (:

so its been 2months and a couple of days since everything. up till now, i haven't gotten over you and i doubt i'll get over it soon. i don't want to in fact. i've been praying and God has been speaking to me. i've so many things i wanna tell you and i miss the times we shared but i can't cos maybe its not the right time yet. He's telling me to be patient and i believe He's grooming us both now. the rest is up to Him and i just wanna tell you that i really miss everything. it hasn't been an easy ride on my side but i know i'll pull through with His strength. the next time we've had enough of our own space, i know we'll grow stronger in Him and that things will get better between us. as for now, i'm missing a lot of us.

i'm having a joydate (:

2008-02-28T23:57:00.004+08:00

its midnight. HAHA. i'm going to sleep soon.

and yes!!! TOMORROW'S JOYDATE! (:

we're going cycling at ECP (not the expressway but east coast park) yes, please don't be so blur like me. cos when i first heard it from zhongkai i went "huh? you have outing on the expressway?!!?!" yes, that was bimbo moment. hurhur. so i'm saving all you faces who had the same first thoughts as me! (:

sooooo exciting! (: i'm going cycling after like 2 years? haha! i know.... the last time i went was on my 16th birthday when cinch,lou and shywal surprised me. and guess what... thanks to zhongkai, both joy and myself are VERY VERY HAPPY that some shop apparently has really fantastic rates! (: and its like $6 for 3hours. (: like WOO! AWESOME SHITE I KNOW! (:

anyways, i'm happy about my piano progress. (: i see 'da light' which is hope in tab's terms. hurhur. (:

okay, time for bed (: i really wanna sleep otherwise i won't be able to wake up and greet the day tomorrow. (:

love (:

recent happenings in my life.

2008-02-27T18:55:00.002+08:00

i've been sleeping WAY too much today and i feel like a pig. like seriously.

i woke up around 12 plus.
practiced piano.
ate lunch.
practiced piano.
slept.
now i'm awake and i refuse to go for dinner cos i'm not hungry and also cos i feel like a pig. i'll probably just have soup my mom cooked. (:

so i've gotten my retainers as well yesterday and i'm gonna have speech problem (yes, i sound short tongued) for the next 1-2 weeks. thankfully my doctor said that they're still exceptions nevertheless. (:

" you can only take them off when..."

1. i brush my teeth.
2. eat.
3. swim
4. sing (this is however my own rule cos i can't sing with my retainers on at the moment. it sounds weird and i feel uncomfortable.hehe.)

i was anyway quite surprised when she said i could take them off while swimming cos i'm planning to swim this week. in my head, when she told me, i was thinking that maybe the reason's cos the chlorine might do some damage to the metal. hurhur. so i went "er... why? hurhur" then she said cos we use our mouth to breathe when we swim so thats it. and i had question marks floating above me.

after i left the dental centre, like say after a few hours then i realise why. cos i found it a lil difficult to breathe. and yes, even up till now. sometimes i feel i've asthma or something (not that i've experienced before). but yeah. i think its the pallet or something la. quite weird.

in other news, i got my jpsae posting results. i got a place at republic poly's 'technology and arts management'. yep. i'm still quite bahh about not getting into my dental hygiene and therapy course. ANYHOW... i can now choose between:

1. biomedical sciences (republic poly/jae)
2. technology and arts management (republic poly/jpsae)

enrolment letter's soon reaching my letterbox like in the next week or so and i think i'm most likely to enrol for biomed. hurhur. yes. also cos its a bit stupid to be doing the same course as my sister.

ahh. apparently i heard school's starting on the 7th april 2008 which i'm pretty upset about because i wouldn't have time to look for a job to get my funds and fly to perth in july! ): BUT i'm hoping to settle down in school and once i'm comfortable and all, i'll probably look for a part-time job for a few months. (: i STILL HOPE TO FLY BY THIS YEAR EVEN IF I MISS THE TRIP IN JULY! (:

i'm sorta excited about school but at the same time i'm a lil weeny scared in one way or another. hahaha. well, at least i know i've some of my schoolmates got posted there as well and bay's gonna be there. (: so i don't know. hahaha. hopefully everything will turn out well. (: the only thing i dread would be dragging myself outta bed every morning. but thank God i live considerably near school. (: like about 30mins if everything comes on time. (:

okay, this was like such a long post. i'm off to practice more piano cos i'm meeting nat tomorrow and my exam's coming!!!!!!! bahhh.

xoxo.

once upon a sunday night...

2008-02-24T21:53:00.002+08:00

its now 9.54pm on a sunday night.

i feel weird being home at such an hour and i'm quite tired but i somehow refuse to sleep. it feels weird sleeping so early anyways. HAHA. in fact, i was home around 8plus today. time somehow seems to pass so slowly at such an hour. hurhur.

okay. yes, i'm rambling.

consort was pretty okay today. nothing much really happened. at least it wasn't of any highlight to me. hurhur. apparently, we're gonna have double pracs starting this coming saturday and sad to say, i won't be able to attend half of them due to church. hopefully i won't miss out too much.

in other news, i've piano tomorrow and i hope my teacher will like what she's hearing. anyways, nat's helping me out and i think she's like woo! (: makes everything somehow easier instead of just using words to tell me what to do... yes, unlike my teacher. my teacher doesn't demo anything... she hardly touches the piano when she teaches me and sometimes i really hate it cos then i won't really know the touch and how its meant to sound like. oh well. thank God for nat. HAHAH! (:

blogging drive has just dissipated. so too bad if you had fun reading. HAHAHA. :P

love and i'll be back soon (:

(:

2008-02-23T02:28:00.002+08:00

everyone has probably had some good and bad times during the last 7 days or so.

well, i did have my bad days and gloomy moments this week. but friends just make them all better (:

i've had a pretty busy week and i like keeping myself busy. i feel SO active which is a good thing by the way. i realise that i can't sit still for long unless i'm watching some show. hahaha!

anyways, the past two days was a blast (: really had SO MUCH FUN though i had to do some clearing up at the end of everything but it was good still. (:

today's officially saturday morning and i can't wait to worship God corporately. (: i'm just really very excited about everything. (:

off to bed for now. long day tomorrow. (:

love (:

bummy tehpu (:

2008-02-21T22:46:00.002+08:00

i think i should go to the kitchen and help my mom.

HAHAHAHA!

i feel like a bum although i've been so much work recently. (:

yeah, great job tabbomomo (:

ps. i'm SO super proud of the state of my room. (: and i'm quite certain it'll stay this way for the next few months (:

pps. excited about tmr (:

love (:

i'll continue this journey, so grant me strength.

2008-02-21T02:07:00.003+08:00

to put a smile on Your face and live the life You've laid out for me.

and no devilo, i'm not letting you take the joy my Father has put in me.

amen.

cheekopehs and dinner talk.

2008-02-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

off to buy dinner for two smelly people namely shawn and kevin.

and i wanted to say something else, but i forgot. haha.

oh well. yay to going to ikea tomorrow again.

hopefully i won't meet any cheekopeh-s tonight. hurhur. they CAN get quite freaky.

later (:

jae posting day.

2008-02-19T12:20:00.002+08:00

so i got posted to biomedical sciences at republic polytechnic.

yes.

i'm okay about it. i mean afterall, all my 12 choices were of my interests and this was my 7th. (:

JPSAE RESULTS!!! ahh. i haven't gotten anything from them. i still hope i'll get another course offered to me. like 'dental hygiene and therapy'. hurhur.

anyways, march will be a busy month. oh boy.

xoxo.